tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-45537665946022123962024-03-04T20:23:52.696-08:00Without Smearing My EyelinerWithout Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.comBlogger15125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-39348038244020307792009-06-13T12:23:00.000-07:002009-06-13T12:37:42.806-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiN2qQ_c2rlUDBusv1AHaoNoNyXNiTQRlVlHv2dqPQX4OVWI2WsAuZnGB5CvLIMgsH1jb-6bw9kGG2l9gF1HYbIRt6E7aQIgHTA-zb8qXMFcJTJLiVBuSp4HA0vuLlV_4zqjCnnje9zQXmW/s1600-h/marilyn-2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 315px; height: 78px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiN2qQ_c2rlUDBusv1AHaoNoNyXNiTQRlVlHv2dqPQX4OVWI2WsAuZnGB5CvLIMgsH1jb-6bw9kGG2l9gF1HYbIRt6E7aQIgHTA-zb8qXMFcJTJLiVBuSp4HA0vuLlV_4zqjCnnje9zQXmW/s320/marilyn-2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346898669154240722" border="0" /></a><br />Okay, so not only has it been a long time since I posted a new show, it's also been a while since I posted a new blog. It seems like so much has changed, but I think in reality - not much really has. I'm still working a job that's questionable sometimes on how much I actually enjoy it, I'm still trying hard to avoid my mother and other people in my life that I don't want to deal with, still trying to drop weight via Weight Watchers and oh yeah - still sleeping with a man whose engaged. Life of a fucking party, yes no?<br /><br />I truly hope that others are doing much better then I am, or at least know in which direction they are heading. Because Lord know's I don't! Currently I'm working on getting ready to head to Chicago for a few days and to say that I'm scared shitless - is putting it mildly! Partly because I haven't flown in SO LONG and partly because I've never been away from the baby before. Yes, he's gone to the shore with his grandparents before, but I've always been at home, a short drive away. This time - I'm going away from him and it scares me. Plus I haven't flown since 1992!<br /><br />Today's been interesting because I've finally started watching Tru Blood - problem is, the first nine shows go off of HBO On Demand by Monday. I have at least 5 more shows I need to watch before then and then I realized the other shows go off On Demand on the 22nd and I won't be in town next weekend. So I have A LOT of shows to watch! But currently I have Whale Wars on just because I needed something else on the tv for a short bit. Thankfully - I have nothing else planned besides on the next break I take - I might record... Keyword - MIGHT! Though I find it funny - I'd expect on Tru Blood the opening song to be the one that's the opening song for Whale Wars (something about "the world is a vampire"...?) But who knows. I'm just glad my homework is done and I have to start working on this coming weeks' work. Ugh!<br /><br />Until next time, please take care and I'll try not to wait 4 months til my next post!Without Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-83525441616790146252009-02-14T23:05:00.000-08:002009-02-14T23:33:22.147-08:00Only I would...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjnMDSKqfRoLpT_rnfMUEZUJuaG02wd7mFtfQWbtzA3B8kT2UhkQTvPPQefOa5kE3n-1ZHr6Rhc59o72di080Rc5MwlKzNzhti1dZdXMZmiUtWZlXPLkYQPnhpKLwvmTQtHzhDJbLzV_-oX/s1600-h/prod_659_20715.gif"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 224px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjnMDSKqfRoLpT_rnfMUEZUJuaG02wd7mFtfQWbtzA3B8kT2UhkQTvPPQefOa5kE3n-1ZHr6Rhc59o72di080Rc5MwlKzNzhti1dZdXMZmiUtWZlXPLkYQPnhpKLwvmTQtHzhDJbLzV_-oX/s320/prod_659_20715.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302921494891298802" border="0" /></a><br />...try to figure out how to fix my taxes at 2am when I have migraine from throwing up this morning (proof why I could NEVER be bulimic - I can't STAND puking - I do it like once every year or so), not getting as much sleep as I should, I put my contacts in and realized the one had a small piece "cut out" of it so it bothered me ALL day, a bunch of other random shit and so in my mind - yeah - this seems like a GREAT TIME to try to fix them! Doesn't help matters that I have three different forms from the mortgage companies that are driving me BONKERS! I started the year with one company, then got "sold" to another company under the same umbrella main corporation, and then I refinanced the mortgage in July with the same company... And let's NOT get me started on trying to figure out how to report the lost wages I received from my Union when I had to take Leave Without Pay and then the Union paid me for it... I guess I'm going have to buckle down, print off the stupid forms and go into a local IRS office... Like THAT'S not going to take FOREVER!<br /><br />Oh and let's not forget that "today" was effing Valentines Day! AUCK!!!!!<br /><br />But on the upside - I went to my local pawn shop Friday night with Cupcake (was looking for a possible "new" phone for her) and while I was hitting on the one guy there, the other guys' son was there - hitting on Cupcake! The two of them exchange numbers, and "my guy" tells me to come back and see him tomorrow/today. So we go back today and he gives me his number (I also give him a small box of chocolates and a little stuffed dog) and tells me to call him. But I'm scared - it's been SO LONG and I know like NOTHING about this guy beyond the fact that he works/controls the pawn shop a block from my office... HELP!<br /><br />And while I was at BJ's today - I got into it with Dottie b/c Cupcake's trying to have a birthday party at her house but Dottie is DEMANDING that Cupcake spends some/most/all of her birthday at her house. So they're fighting on the phone and then she hands it to me. And I in turn - get into it with my mother. Stupid fucking bitch starts telling me about she's divorcing our father but not us - I called her on THAT bullshit, then she goes on about how one day I'm going to really regret how I've been behaving and I'm going to want to come back. It was just SO FUCKING insane and just further proves why I'm better off without her around. I don't know - I just know that I HATE that "woman" SO FUCKING much that it's not even funny! But sometimes it's just upsetting not having a "mother" to turn to. It's kind of hard always having it be my dad that I turn to. Because you know, there are just sometimes that a girl wants her mother. It'd be one thing if the bitch was dead and that's why I can't turn to her - but she's not, but I honestly wish she was. I know there are things that I'm missing out on because she doesn't want to play fair. I've in the past "adopted" some of my friends mom's but once the friendship ends - so does the adopted mom. It just hurts to know that whenever and if ever I actually get to go pick out a wedding dress - I won't have my mom there with me. Granted - a BIG part of me will just be GLOATING that I'm going to make her miss out on that "rite of passage" but it still hurts... I know I've missed out on a lot of things growing up by having a "mother" that was so removed and disinterested in being a "mother". It's why I tend to joke about sometimes I'll say or do something and it'll be my inner straight male coming out. It's because my dad raised me. I could probably count the things that my mother actually taught/told me about - and it's not a long list...<br /><br />I just don't know anymore, I hate feeling like I'm lost but I am. And I don't know how to find myself again (providing that I ever "had" myself)... But I guess my biggest worry right now needs to be focused on Monday - I'm taking the truck in to get inspected... UGH! I hope everyone's doing better then me and I'm sorry it's been a while...Without Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-74874753409261639862009-01-21T19:56:00.000-08:002009-01-21T20:11:47.664-08:00My First Menage a Trois<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWxAAOFQenjPgwG3cXbbdUhgNGpTZyoHh1o6_MFW_xzHvPiIwQ87J3jP77hppsrq6UKmJGXMdkaLTodpJSU050DhNPkAXZmKqXbS_-7lzqkYL03ft5s9Sr8n0aHnd5QWgl1hYFRcyV-XgD/s1600-h/Candy.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 235px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWxAAOFQenjPgwG3cXbbdUhgNGpTZyoHh1o6_MFW_xzHvPiIwQ87J3jP77hppsrq6UKmJGXMdkaLTodpJSU050DhNPkAXZmKqXbS_-7lzqkYL03ft5s9Sr8n0aHnd5QWgl1hYFRcyV-XgD/s320/Candy.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5293965935887948658" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Welcome back! I am purposely staying awake to put this out - just to make Nessa happy! I REALLY hope that it works because I might have mixed a .wav and .aud file together when I turned everything into a giant .mp3 - good LORD I'm going META on myself! HELP!!!!!!!!<br /><br />Everything's been going okay, when compared to the "standards" or "norms" of other weeks. My dad really upset/scared me at lunch today - he seems to be losing what bit of function he had gotten back in his right arm. I was really frustrated because I had taken him to lunch (whodadunk I'd take HIM to lunch on my own dime?!) and it was really hard watching him trying to eat his fries and salad. It didn't help him that I was trying to hold his bowl steady - it was actually making him more nervous because he really doesn't like accepting help, especially since we were kinda public. But I couldn't not help him - he's my daddy for fuck's sake! But I really think the divorce paperwork is going to be FINALLY settled, so he can go downtown and get his pension and retirement benefits which will mean that he can get his medical insurance again.<br /><br />But I hope that everyone is doing okay and I'm going to go upstairs and continue watching Parking Wars - I've learned A LOT from watching this show! Which made it even FUNNIER to me today when my dad told me that he got a parking ticket while he was at his lawyers office (apparently he parked on the other side of road? something about it was a two lane road but he parked facing the wrong direction of traffic - instead of parking on the right left - he went left) And he's made it harder b/c he lost the ticket in less then 30 minutes! So I have to figure THAT out and figure something out with Blockbuster, b/c he's being charged for not returning Hellboy, but apparently he returned the box with a dvd in it - but it was a porno not Hellboy... SO that'll be F-U-N!!!<br /><br />Love you!<br /><br />~Princess Honah<br /><br />Anastasia_Beaverhausen@comcast.netWithout Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-54414686758980080532008-12-30T21:51:00.000-08:002008-12-30T22:02:25.431-08:00Me in Pieces<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6CGK7ipjaXjTQ7kZfqSbQAe59yZ_UFMqpOCQrYwDfIkIfslmmJrej0dncxjtvGmeZTGVgdppxCv563HECf9HDmOwZiu0SngPgDgjk130MFIlQqDvvX8FdwGIhEd574hAQ7MO2dtbFTgTD/s1600-h/NYE.gif"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 271px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6CGK7ipjaXjTQ7kZfqSbQAe59yZ_UFMqpOCQrYwDfIkIfslmmJrej0dncxjtvGmeZTGVgdppxCv563HECf9HDmOwZiu0SngPgDgjk130MFIlQqDvvX8FdwGIhEd574hAQ7MO2dtbFTgTD/s320/NYE.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5285830599226275330" border="0" /></a><br />Okay, so I'm not actually crying or anything during this episode - I'm just all over the board b/c I'm SO HAPPY that I've finally reached my 10% weight loss goal! And for me - that's a BIG deal!<br /><br />And I'm sorry I haven't posted here in 20 days, but the last podcast or two - I've just had SO MUCH other stuff going on that I wasn't able to do anything. But things have been their usual trainwreck - Chi-Chi is in hospital AGAIN, Dottie got into YET ANOTHER car accident, I've given a "throw down" to Spanking Bea Arthur, and I talk about my most recent first date (first one in... 2 yrs?) - SHIT! talk about a dry spell! Dang!<br /><br />I have no plans for NYE beyond staying safetly inside my own house! And knowing my luck - I'll probably be reading or something and COMPLETELY miss the ball dropping again. Oh well - wouldn't be the first year! But I'm REALLY excited - America's Pod Casting Sweetheart has graciously agreed to join me on New Years Day to record! And I'm SO EXCITED!!! I'm sorry - I'm like any other "regular" groupie/fan - to have joined Archer's gang bang show TWO DAYS IN A ROW and now for Tim to come on my show - it's BIG things to me! I still remember how excited I got when Mary (A Drink To Be Sober) read my very first MySpace email that I had sent her. But if ANYONE SOMEONE could PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me know that you're out there and give me any type of feedback on ANY of the items I mentioned on this show - I'd be REALLY grateful! Because I'm still kinda bummed that my listener line is now defunct...<br /><br />Please have a great NYE and I'll catch y'all next year!<br /><br />Love y'all!<br />~Princess Honah<br /><br />www.withoutsmearingmyeyeliner.blogspot.com<br />Anastasia_Beaverhausen@comcast.net (could I have picked a longer email?!)Without Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-85072650076804924682008-12-11T20:59:00.000-08:002008-12-11T21:02:55.527-08:00Try to Prove I Don't Have ADHD!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQI4bdD6tos09WvQJS4nNSVL1oHBmPwNbdl1ABkVk-uGm0XurM8AdZ-NHsO-k1P4S-B5HJGO5gNtMvgp0DkxRftFcnFZVyvkNLCPDb7qqx0guMsAgcogwlEyYShWOyqm7xpA1MrQlvj3Wa/s1600-h/big.526454.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 170px; height: 97px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhQI4bdD6tos09WvQJS4nNSVL1oHBmPwNbdl1ABkVk-uGm0XurM8AdZ-NHsO-k1P4S-B5HJGO5gNtMvgp0DkxRftFcnFZVyvkNLCPDb7qqx0guMsAgcogwlEyYShWOyqm7xpA1MrQlvj3Wa/s320/big.526454.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5278764463910236354" /></a><br />Hey Everyone! Sorry I've been gone - lots of shit going on! I mention a few podcasts this time around, including a new one that I've found. Talk about the perils of having an asshole as a sperm donor, the drama of finding Cupcake a formal dress and a bunch of other shit! Please take care, PLEASE leave me more reviews on iTunes and call me or something?!?<br /><br />Yeah, so I know I tend to copy my show notes directly into my blogs, but it's getting pretty late and I STILL need to get the baby off my chair and into bed! I hope that everyone's okay, b/c this time I go over some viewer mail (I would LOVE to get more PLEASE!!!) and talk about a bunch of random things!<br /><br />Love y'all!!!!<br /><br />~Princess Honah<br /><br />www.myspace.com/withoutsmearingmyeyeliner<br />www.withoutsmearingmyeyeliner.blogspot.com<br />Anastasia_Beaverhausen@comcast.net<br />(206) 312-4719Without Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-40704528076364224752008-11-28T20:15:00.001-08:002008-11-28T20:25:30.167-08:00Could We Just Get Along?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmwx5ayWS_azavX29fWPshmRD0eR27eNCXw6ItKSTlPOMTFGgSdEcTHl8erwkJeHq1ZaFHrdhkhAndzH8jVCh0-vSbuvjnkWiiS9kjnuQwiNQud7wSVg818D8aLXrbJ5m0KydxwCJ2GFY9/s1600-h/DSCN1002.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhmwx5ayWS_azavX29fWPshmRD0eR27eNCXw6ItKSTlPOMTFGgSdEcTHl8erwkJeHq1ZaFHrdhkhAndzH8jVCh0-vSbuvjnkWiiS9kjnuQwiNQud7wSVg818D8aLXrbJ5m0KydxwCJ2GFY9/s320/DSCN1002.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5273930721660776130" /></a><br />Hey everyone! Hope y'all are recovering from being forced to eat too much turkey and spending time with family members that they may or may not like that much. Thankfully - my turkey came out very well, and I was able to clean everything up very quickly - which is ALWAYS a plus!<br /><br />But I need to head up to bed - this migraine is kicking my ass and the more I try to type coherently - I swear the more it hurts! Anyone wanna go see Quantam of Solace with me? HAHA!<br /><br />Love y'all and plus love everyone else!<br />~Princess HonahWithout Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-82072448652744289282008-11-20T20:23:00.000-08:002008-11-20T20:37:21.655-08:00Sex Afterglow!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg64GHWNM2-lGJgkcltjOdRfbksf58JrAkllSt2r0Q88JCYEsNn91NZFwni_AAQt-kmPZaq_hEfFue_uzeLc09Pv4WXLnh-gZvGaDoZHVMtT-o7XMiNTdOnkh4PzcqynHU9rr5Vs0r9cgDZ/s1600-h/4ujqa6r.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 228px; height: 72px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg64GHWNM2-lGJgkcltjOdRfbksf58JrAkllSt2r0Q88JCYEsNn91NZFwni_AAQt-kmPZaq_hEfFue_uzeLc09Pv4WXLnh-gZvGaDoZHVMtT-o7XMiNTdOnkh4PzcqynHU9rr5Vs0r9cgDZ/s320/4ujqa6r.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270964328748290962" border="0" /></a><br />Hey Everyone!<br /><br />All things considered - I'm still in a good mood. I got a RAGE recording out yesterday, that I have decided not to post because I have to believe in karma and how everything you put out - you get back times three! But anyways - the Pet Hobo came up last night and we had <span style="font-style: italic;">good times</span>! Granted, now I'm paying for it with my back but that's what I get and it's what I wanted.<br /><br />But yeah - I tried hard to not let any of the rage seep into this recording that I'm posting tonight, because it's just not worth it. I have to remember that I graduated from high school 10 years ago and that I might be one of the youngest pod casters out here...? So, I don't need to be as catty as others. So, this time - I talk about a few different things, including letting some music "greet" you when you first press play. Hope I don't "offend" anyone's ears by my choice of music?! And for anyone that might be wondering (because I'm not sure if I addressed it in my last one) everyone is FINALLY home from the hospital and trying to recover. So that's good, and I'm very grateful/thankful and humble for everyone's thoughts/wishes for my family. Also, I talk about how I feel that actually cooking a full turkey for Thanksgiving is like a rite of passage. I mean, last year wasn't the firs Thanksgiving that I celebrated, but normally - I was living at home, making it with Dottie (while we were still getting along), then it was going to the house after I was kicked out, and then my first Thanksgiving in my house - I made turkey breasts because I was that scared/broke, and last year I made the full bird, and I'll be doing it again this year! Thankfully - I don't try to deep fry it!!!<br /><br />But I truly hope that everyone is doing well and I may or may not be back before Thanksgiving - and incase I'm not - I hope that everyone is safe and remembers that Thanksgiving isn't just an excuse to OD on tryptophan! And here's to hoping that I can come out of this holiday season without GAINING weight!!!!???<br /><br />Love y'all!<br />~Princess Honah<br /><br />email: Anastasia_Beaverhausen@comcast.net<br />www.myspace.com/withoutsmearingmyeyeliner<br />Listener Line: (206) 312-4719Without Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-41263922844658799222008-11-12T21:59:00.000-08:002008-11-12T22:08:09.197-08:00Ramblings of a Crazy Girl<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIzV5HM4CKgIz6HVJggB1W1V00SAAZv5OnBWnZsA8T0qXAp7e76k6BTrnSe5W162qHUuNB82Pn3-zK6DR44VAoWrbWZ2ayASl81LiYIOvsREzmn1iJuWqyXO7qTTdBlpgSb4xIIUn0kK1n/s1600-h/05-05-06_1644.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIzV5HM4CKgIz6HVJggB1W1V00SAAZv5OnBWnZsA8T0qXAp7e76k6BTrnSe5W162qHUuNB82Pn3-zK6DR44VAoWrbWZ2ayASl81LiYIOvsREzmn1iJuWqyXO7qTTdBlpgSb4xIIUn0kK1n/s320/05-05-06_1644.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5268019790000739474" border="0" /></a><br />Hey everyone! Sorry I've been a bit quiet - but I was trying to make sure I didn't go over on my Libsyn storage space. I literally, ramble on, even worse then Tom the Ramble Redhead, in this installment! But I'm just a tad bit out of it, but that's OKAY!<br /><br />By the way - the car accident that I talk about, for longer then I should have probably, occurred on May 4, 2006. Attached is one of the pictures of my poor poor baby afterwards... Yeah, she didn't survive but that's a good thing because she was dying as it was! It was a VERY PAINFUL and very well drug hazed "miracle" in disguise...? Who knows!<br /><br />But it's REALLY fucking late and I'm too tired to continue... I really hope that everyone is well, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE email me, myspace me or call me?!?! I love to know that y'all are out there!!!<br /><br />www.myspace.com/withoutsmearingmyeyeliner<br />Anastasia_Beaverhausen@comcast.net<br />(206) 312-4719<br /><br />Also - please don't forget to check out any or all of the shows that I've mentioned - I love them and I bet you will too!Without Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-19506565007292937692008-11-01T19:34:00.000-07:002008-11-01T19:37:51.782-07:00Why I Hate Video Games!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAFyWpNXZueVpPqF5m2J6Ow-o4WXMxk49zJkxRcazReOq0Xh4xf8gNwA3gvblun0roz__ahCy7IvcTKaOIPbDvSgUcs3smehgSMPjQKtK2yC3N5nf5y2xa2cnTkMWpuT_vENc9Yp7TA6F5/s1600-h/meltinyourmouth.gif"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 155px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgAFyWpNXZueVpPqF5m2J6Ow-o4WXMxk49zJkxRcazReOq0Xh4xf8gNwA3gvblun0roz__ahCy7IvcTKaOIPbDvSgUcs3smehgSMPjQKtK2yC3N5nf5y2xa2cnTkMWpuT_vENc9Yp7TA6F5/s320/meltinyourmouth.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5263883847671914514" border="0" /></a><br />Okay, so I'm back and I'm sick. It BLOWS! But what blows more - I have given into other's demands and plugged in my PS2 downstairs. Now I can't stop playing this fucking game and OMFG my thumb is turning purple and SO NOT in a good way! But I hope that everyone is well and hopefully when I sit down to record again - my thumb and voice will be back to normal!?<br /><br />And I apologize for my coughing, for what it's worth - I did turn my head away from the mic.<br /><br />Love y'all!Without Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-89859942296340197742008-10-23T20:00:00.001-07:002008-10-23T20:08:00.477-07:00I promise I haven't podfaded!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj70l2i3I2Gzhjoc7STqsVWI5SdhPKGn0z7jJbOPhc9g7SOKqYgxmNo3PQZkyq0oAtS7wL0Hotg_mIbDVWAVO_yUZJgThqZcJ4pKz1ljGANzrucHWdce5OsNoe_eZYTljYNJ-vtcR_Q8HMR/s1600-h/condoms.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 291px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj70l2i3I2Gzhjoc7STqsVWI5SdhPKGn0z7jJbOPhc9g7SOKqYgxmNo3PQZkyq0oAtS7wL0Hotg_mIbDVWAVO_yUZJgThqZcJ4pKz1ljGANzrucHWdce5OsNoe_eZYTljYNJ-vtcR_Q8HMR/s320/condoms.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5260551843290522242" border="0" /></a><br />... at least - not yet! I just don't always keep up with my blogging. I'm also a bit confused about how much space/room I have left on my Libsyn page. B/c my credit card gets charged on the 13th of each month, and I've posted one blog since then and it takes up a TON of space... Who knows! Because I might not be able to record for a little while now... I AM SO CONFUSED!!!!!<br /><br />But anyways - I have finally gotten a new mic, and if anyone listened to my "Testing Testing 1, 2, 3..." show - they know that I wasn't able to record properly. But I really think that I fixed that problem, though I'm still learning. I really hope that everyone is doing well, because Lord knows that I'm only holding onto my "life" by downing LOTS of K's, vodka and using items that have batteries! But HOPEFULLY!!! Mamma will be getting some nookie tomorrow night!!!<br /><br />In this episode - I give an update on my dad, whose still in the ICU at this point because his blood pressure is SO FUCKED up, so Cupcake's here and driving me CRA-CRA!, and I talk about the Halloween attractions that Ricky and I overpaid for.<br /><br />I hope that everyone is doing well, please take the time to look at www.myspace.com/withoutsmearingmyeyeliner or email me: Anastasia_Beaverhausen@comcast.net and I know I have a listener number - but I don't remember it! And PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE check out all the other shows that I pimp out on my show - because they all tend to pimp me out on their own!!!<br /><br />Love y'all!Without Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-7464861598480101602008-09-22T20:01:00.000-07:002008-09-22T20:13:31.787-07:00No Means NO, Dumbass!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-Gq1A13WK6NI7_JhsVLvz0_vRZ0qnSo0S3yrKYmTusS7Fs4SbWNbyiCSdOLZULVw4HEaGIxUMxxNIIu89oXN9kx6UB0o_GpMNOmIY0LQCrEwNc3vn1-XDkoityVhAHdUH8C-0qtucVNFT/s1600-h/dro1214l.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh-Gq1A13WK6NI7_JhsVLvz0_vRZ0qnSo0S3yrKYmTusS7Fs4SbWNbyiCSdOLZULVw4HEaGIxUMxxNIIu89oXN9kx6UB0o_GpMNOmIY0LQCrEwNc3vn1-XDkoityVhAHdUH8C-0qtucVNFT/s320/dro1214l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5249049213344538050" border="0" /></a><br />Okay, so this time around - I let you into a very personal aspect of my life. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE understand that while I was never forced into something I didn't want - I was pressured but I stood my ground!<br /><br />No person, regardless of gender, preference, or subject matter, should be forced or guilted into something that they don't want to do. Which is basically what someone had tried to do - guilt me into something by playing on my emotions... It takes a special brand of a person to be able to say "no" and to stand their ground. But, I honestly believe we all have had some experience(s) in our history that we weren't able to say "no" to and stick to our guns... I know that I have that, but what I have learned - is that I'm no longer weak and I can say "no".<br /><br />I may at a future time, go a little deeper with what I was talking about, but after almost 20 so odd years from the beginning of it all - I don't dwell on it anymore. A person becomes stagnant (WOO-HOO! My college education paying off with the use of a big word!) if they stop living and only focus on one bad aspect of their life...<br /><br />Please, for the love of WHATEVER or WHOEVER you may or may not believe in, get help if something ever happens to you. There are TONS of local and national services available. You're letting the other person win if you dwell and fester...<br /><br />But I love you all, and not just for tuning into my show every week (or so), because a person has to be able to love. If for no other reason then to try to cancel out some of hate that we feel towards others... And go check out Mentalwarts Radio - I have my own THEME MUSIC!!! If the CRS doesn't kick in next time - I'll try to remember to explain that one!<br /><br />Please check out my MySpace page - <a href="www.myspace.com/withoutsmearingmyeyeliner">www.myspace.com/withoutsmearingmyeyeliner</a> or call my listener line (206) 312-4719 or even be UBER NICE and leave me a comment on iTunes!!! Or check out my shows on Libsyn at: <a href="http://smearingmyeyeliner.libsyn.com/">http://smearingmyeyeliner.libsyn.com/</a>Without Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-15257338080381758252008-09-17T16:05:00.000-07:002008-09-17T16:14:08.533-07:00For the Love of BenadrylOkay, so like I said at the very end of my show and in the show notes - I'm sorry for sniffling and moving about a lot. The weather around here has SERIOUSLY blown lately and it's getting to me. But this time around, I joke about how it took me a number of recordings before I was able to sit down, record and like what I said. Because I do have to keep in mind how much of my life I'm willing to put out there, because while I use an email address that most of my friends don't know about - I'm not willing to risk an exboyfriend stumbling across my cast!<br /><br />I also talk about how I've tried to squelch Boy Genius's sticky fingers and I also talk about September 11th. I didn't mean to talk about it for so long, but it sort of just turned out that way. I love that I've gotten some more reviews on iTunes, and I've gotten my first two voicemails!!! Granted - I didn't play them, but it's because I'm still pretty novice about pod casting!<br /><br />I hope everyone is doing well and like my therapist says - That's all the time we have for today!Without Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-26489538449222646482008-09-09T20:42:00.001-07:002008-09-09T20:48:16.656-07:00The Beastie!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-zCtLQ9iEWeo5IdrpZOEhlv-qayWjRigJDYb3iCN6XCP7bVAJck9WFIQJY7s6Psukm9l16sPDQOXMarOVSZLAcSnRw5BDIgPEEZ7C5W_zIi9l0bGFxYSKbovKeRbV9Ud6FHz4Yrm4354M/s1600-h/DSCN0569.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-zCtLQ9iEWeo5IdrpZOEhlv-qayWjRigJDYb3iCN6XCP7bVAJck9WFIQJY7s6Psukm9l16sPDQOXMarOVSZLAcSnRw5BDIgPEEZ7C5W_zIi9l0bGFxYSKbovKeRbV9Ud6FHz4Yrm4354M/s320/DSCN0569.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5244234297624173442" border="0" /></a><br />I talked about it in Episode 3 - I think - my CRS BLOWS! But here's a picture of Beastie - anyone want to try to convince me it didn't need to be replaced?<br /><br />you can view my libsyn page here: <a href="http://smearingmyeyeliner.libsyn.com/">http://smearingmyeyeliner.libsyn.com/</a><br />and once I figure out how to work the hyperlinks you'll be able to just click on it... UGH!<br /><br />Love y'all!Without Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-22691293615759485512008-09-08T17:12:00.000-07:002008-09-09T20:41:57.662-07:00I hate coming up with these!Okay, so I recorded over the weekend. I was REAL original with the name too! I called is "Honah meets Hanna" kind of as an ode to the wonderful weather I was having all day Saturday!<br /><br />I'm also still proud of the fact that I was able to keep all of my emotions in check as I took the Boy Genius to his first day of Kindergarten! Cupcake also started her first day of High School - but she's too busy bitching about the walk and how messed up her schedule is. Oh well babe!<br /><br />There have been two books that I have read recently read and gave reviews on. The one - I totally suggest reading the one "Cocktails for Three" and I TOTALLY suggest AVOIDING the other "The Diary of a Mistress". I'm still open and hoping for some more suggestions on books to read.<br /><br />Please check out my MySpace page - www.myspace.com/withoutsmearingmyeyeliner or call my listener line (206) 312-4719 or even be UBER NICE and leave me a comment on iTunes!!!<br /><br />Love y'all!<br /><br />you can view my libsyn page here: http://smearingmyeyeliner.libsyn.com/<br />and once I figure out how to work the hyperlinks you'll be able to just click on it... UGH!Without Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4553766594602212396.post-6883917958568725822008-08-28T15:33:00.001-07:002008-08-28T15:39:54.439-07:00Welcome Welcome Welcom!Okay, so far I've already posted two episodes on iTunes and have gotten two AMAZING plugs (thus far) from two AMAZING friends - Archerr of ArcherRadio (check him out!) and Mary from A Drink To Be Sober (check her out too!).<br /><br />I have no idea what the fuck I'm doing - but we'll all figure this out together! I've "introduced" a few family members so far - Dottie is my mother (if you ever saw Armageddon - the old guy in the first scene... yeah!), Daddy is naturally The Bank of Dad, Cupcake is my 14 yr old sister, Chi-Chi Rodriguez is my 12 yr old brother (again - another movie reference), The Future Belly Dancer is my 12 yr old sister, Shithead is my son's sperm donor, Boy Genuis (Nickelodeon tv reference) is my WONDERFUL (and very soon to be) 6 yr old son, and naturally - I'm your WONDERFUL(?) host - Princess Honah!<br /><br />I hope everyone will enjoy the show, I'm also at www.myspace.com/withoutsmearingmyeyeliner AND I have a listener line - though I have yet to set up my voicemail - 1-206-312-4719<br /><br />Hope to hear from everyone!Without Smearing My Eyelinerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10213896018027431395noreply@blogger.com1